Wow it has been so long since I have written anything! And my whole life has changed! I really need to start being more careful about how I act. Because now at my age, everything is getting judged. Every word and every move. Im going to let everyone know this and it's the last time I'm ever going to say it again... Im a lesbian. And I just recently realized that. im going throught a lot of judgement from a lot of people. Includung my parents and Im not even allowed to tell my grandparents or aunts or uncles or anything. It's on the big DL. Mostly cuz my parents think I am doing it for attention or something. I think it's stupid they would even think something like that!
Well i've had a total of two girlfriends in the last month that I ahve been out and I love them both to death and am trying to win one of them back. Jenny.. I love Rozanna too but I dont think she likes me and I dont think Jenny likes me as much either but Jenny likes Roz and Roz likes Jenny and they both well yeah and urgh >.< anyways girls are deffinitely more complicated than guys :P It isn't very fun except for those moments where you think ur in love...those are the best ever (: the butterflies and the staying up all night talking no matter if you know ur going to fall asleep in Science the next day and the texting in class cuz you dont want to say goodbye when you wake up and the first thing you do is grab your phone and text them jsut so you can talk to them that much sooner. I had that with Jenny, not really Rozanna, but deffinitely with Jenny. She's my everything. ANything I could possibly wish for all bottled up in this beautiful girl. It's amazing. shes perfect. And she's MINE she just doesnt get it yet (: haha Well my friend Gabby is spending the night tonight and her and Jenny had had a nice little chat earlier this evening. Gabby apparently likes me... alot so she was telling Roz all about being a total...brat and Jenny didn't like it. Honestly it made me happy that Jenny didn't like it but it made me mad that GAbby put her through that. I'm talking to Jenny and It has totally made my night so much better. I Love her more than anything.... She's my girl (:
well I dont know what else to say you know? So I'm gonna go (: Talk to you all soon!
Miss. Slim!
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