FRIDAY!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! SUMMER!!!!!

Today we had to go to school for half a day! It sucked but was really funny and I looked really pretty! : ) Not much to say today....I haven't really been keeping up with my blog lol....Super busy with Jake and people pulling off my shirts and putting their hands up my skirts. Good thing I can handle that crap. Haha people need to get layed more often, that's what causes them to have such feelings of molestation. Lol Well Since it is officially Summer! And I am officially in the 8th grade I feel like celebrating! Anyone else in???

Going to my Grandma Cookie's house in South Dakota! For 2 weeks! yay! That's two weeks of non stop fun! Dirtbikes, horses, coffee, walking, getting in shape, eating great food, talking baout my future, and chilling with my most favorite people in the whole world! I love my Grandma Cookie and Grandpa Harley. They understand me more than anyone else and It's really cool. Well other than Jacob and that other special guy : ) I have no clue if it's okay to say his name so I'm just going to call him Semm... : )

Song: Trapped in the Drive-Thru by Al Yankovich : )

Movie: Nightmare on Elm Street (the new one)

Book: Fade Out by Rachel Cain

Mood(s): Happy, excited, longing

Thursday! Half A Day Left!!!!YAY!! : )

Yay! Today was good until my "friend" Tyler ditched me. It sucked but Oh well I guess. I'm finally taking everyone's advice and dropping those of whom aren't.....worthy. hahaha does that sound self centered??? Oh well.

Tuesday...and like I said THERE WAS DRAMA!

Okay I know I can be a totally horrible person...and is it really bad that I have fun being mean???? Hahaha : ) Well there is this little girl that I go to school with. She showers about once a day, wears the same clothes everyday (and i know she has clothes because i gave her like a whole wardrobe for her birthday---when we were friends---) and honestly I never really liked her. you can ask my best friend Tyler. I always talked about how I don't like her. But anyways, Anyways, we were in Physical Education today and my buddy Coulter was standing about 1 1/2 feet away from her! It was scary. hahaha so of course I had to go over and save him from that horrible freak! So I did, grabbed his arm and pulled him away, and while I did it I may have let out a comment somewhat like: "Ewwww! Coulter get away from that disease! You might catch it!" hahaha. That was probably not really necessary but it was hillarious! Hahaha well anyways got to go!

3 More Days Of School Left!!!! : ) yay!!!

Most Embarrassing Day EVER!

Well not realizing the timing on my calender I went to school pumped up and happy. I stayed like that all morning, at least until 3rd and 4th period class when Coulter politely tied his sweatshirt around my waist and whispered to me that I had started my monthly. So after waiting for my already injured daddy to bring me in some new panties and jeans (Coulter was a gentleman enough to let me wear his sweatshirt until he came but asked me to 'please not sit on it, I don't want your girly stuff all over my sweatshirt') I missed lunch. Hungry, embarrassed and soaked from the pouring rain I trundled to PE where I got the worst cramps anyone could ever imagine. Practically doubled over and feeling like puking my PE teacher Shrow asked me if I would like to sit down for the rest of the period. Finally, in Writing while turning in my school-issued laptop I sprayed a little too much cleaner onto the screen and it seeped into the cracks. Now my extremely amazing laptop is screwed until the tech man can fix it this Summer. Social Studies was a tear-jerker. We watched a video about the Rwanda Genocide. The movie was "Hotel Rwanda". There was murder, hate, and soooo much more. It was horrible and I sat wrapped in my ex-boyfriend Blake's arms crying the whole time/ Only wishing it could have been the true love of my life. Unfortunately he wasn't there. He's too far away from me. : ( Has anyone ever had a day as embarrassing as that?? I doubt it.... Oh i forgot to tell you how a the guys in my class, every other 7th grade boy, and even some of the immature 8th grade boys gave me a wide berth for the rest of the day. Apparently people knew and never told me about the giant red spot appearing and growin on my favorite pair of faded jeans. Hope that stain comes out.

The Monday School Day is over! God help me get through the rest of this day and then I shall only have 4 days left! Woo-Hoo!

PSS- My aunt is coming over tonight. Yay : ) Love her to death. She's the coolest and I look up to her more than anyone else...well other than my Uncle Brian. Another Story for another day and now I will gracefully retreat to my room to try and get over my embarrassing day with a good book, a cup of coffee, and maybe even a nap. : )

Wake-up Call

I sware I get so crazy and do the oddest things when I stay up late with Jacob. Let's see, last night was great. Jacob and I had lots of fun. : ) Over the phone while we are snuggled up in bed, whispering to each other. Needing each other. : ) Although I have to go to bed at 9 and my parents don't seem to understand my needs as a teenager, i had to go to bed and leave him. : ( Is it possible to fall back in love? Am I betraying that other guy?? I don't know what to do about boys, I know that I love Jacob and I know that I love him. I want to spend my whole Summer with Jacob. Being held and kissed and cared about. It sounds perfect and amazing and I want it. I want it bad. I guess I will have to be more patient and just let what happens come. : ) It is Monday, May 24, 2010. Three days until Jacob's Birthday. He will be 16. : ) I turn 14 this September. This is the last week of school. Hallelujah!

A long 5 days until school is over.....

: ( Sad Day

Today was great, had fun with the family, enjoyed the new room design, talk to the most amazing guy ever, went to a barbeque, got home and started planning a trip to the Mall. That's when it happened. I looked out my window and saw my Dad laying down in the grass trying to get up. I ran down the stairs as fast as I could and went outside to help him, or see what he was doing. When I went out it was obvious he was in extreme pain and couldn't even move. I went to his side and asked what was happening, he told me he was unable to move and that it hurt. I went in and yelled for my mom. She came out and we let him rest for a minute. We finally dragged him into the house and fixed him up on the couch. He wasn't doing too good. And was failing at trying to be the cool tough guy that didn't mind the pain and could take it on. My dad is turning 37 he's really young and shouldn't have anything serious. I think he should see a doctor. I helped him up the stairs and into bed a couple hours later. It killed me seeing my dad so helpless like that.... I remember grabbing my Special necklace and praying for God to heal him. : ( I hope he's okay and makes it through this.

Tomorrow is unfortunately Monday. : ( Thank God I only have 5 more days until Summer and I'm free. : )