Eh I think it's Saturday

Today has been a day dedicated to bad memories. I really like how I can tell my Grandma Cookie anything and everything and I know she will understand. It makes me feel so much better. So as I sat here and started feeling...I really don't know how to describe it, Depressed mostly I guess, I thought about my blog. Unfortunately it really kind of sucks. I planned to blog every single day and ended up not getting around to it. I'll try harder I guess. It's beautiful outside. It rained pretty hard yesterday around seven last night. Just five minutes, multiple sheets of hail and rain pounded on the metal roof. It's so green out here. Not like in the city whereif you look out the window you see annoying neighbors and tractors tearing apart the beautiful scenery. Out here there are trees that go on forever. Bright green grass. And the newly hatched turkey chicks. They are barely big enough to be seen over the grass. My Papa Harley's horse Greyco is a big strong white horse. I looked out the window a few seconds ago and he looked like a hornless unicorn running through the beautiful greenery. The Sun was shining and reflecting off his beautiful coat. He's a wild one though. Really rowdy. Grandma has a handsom Brown horse. His name is Brownie. He's the one I ride, not extremely tame but tame enough that he's only pushed me off once, and thankfully I landed in a nice soft warm pile of horse poo. I think he aimed for it. They are so intelligent. He knows I haven't riden in a while and don't exactly know how. When he trots I all but bounce off. I'm learning, trying to learn anyways. Hepushes me around like no other, he knows I have no clue on how to do anything about it. So Grandma tells me to scoot up, tuck in my knees and pull his reins in the direction I want. When I'm able to stay on I really enjoy trotting. I can't wait to run, but Brownie Is an old boy. Old enough to get tired of my crap. Grandma says that you can tell when he's tired of me, he swishes his tail in a peculiar manner and he starts throwing his head back. I need to learn how to ride with him, move with his strong muscles. They are powerful and beautiful, intelligent. It's always hillarious when he will stop and lift his tail. You can hear the deep plunks as the poo falls to the ground. It smells pretty bad too. And it sounds like a waterfall, I have no idea how horses pee so much. Oh yeah, I've been rambling. I'll tell you about my day. We went to Storybook Island. It's a big area that has explorable little houses and castles. Many playgrounds and they are based on little childhood stories and nursery rhymes like Humpty Dumpty and the Three Little Pigs. Sadly, I'm too old to play but it was enjoyable watching my brother and little cousin play. Afterwards we picked up my 90 year old (and aging) Great Grandmother; Grandma Muriel. Her memory is almost as good as her hearing. Non existant. She barely remembers anyone. I can't even list all of the names she has greeted me by. But we still love her. Lunch at Fuddruckers was delicious. They have the best hamburgers ever! Haha I accidently put BBQ sauce on my meal instead of Ketchup. It was pretty yummy, you should try it sometime! After we ate and dropped Grandma Muriel off at her apartment in the old people home we drove to Custer and went put-put golfing. I was second, Grandma was first. I got alot of reading done in the truck today. Harley and Alpine got baloons. I didn't get one. : ( We are going to be having fruit salad tomorrow and steak for dinner! yay! I knew blogging would make me feel better! I feel so much better. I'm going to go I'll probably blog again later. Love you everyone....

Thursday~Dirt, Work, and Pain day.

Well today started out with krabby patty pancackes. We gradually moved on to standing outside and picking up Pinecones. Then wewent and scrapedpaintoff ofa building so that we can repaint it. I think it's going to be a really bright green color, weird I know. Next we went on a 3 hour,36 mile dirtbike ride. I may have accidentally rear-endedmy little cousin and then ran over my brother. But in my defense he crashed right infront of me and there was nowhere else to go. He's justlucky Ithrewmy bike the other way and jumped offinstead of just going over. hahaha ; )

@SemSem~ Love you and miss you!

Still Monday

Well: )JUst got back from a mile long walk. Tomorrow we walk three. We went on a nice dirtbike ride. No offense to my grandma but she is prettyslow. Then again she did just recently break her wrist. I tried not to pass her and seem like a toally spoiled "im better than you" little girl. Eventually my papa Harley took me on a different trail and we did some fast , rocky, endure-proud riding ; ) Well time for a bath talk to you tomorrow!

Monday

Last night was awesome : ) I discovered that my grandma is a turkey whisperer. If you haven't heard it's the new thing. : ) She gobbles like a turkey and they gobble right back. Then my baby brother tried it out and got a response. I was laughing so hard I almost peed my pants. I got a sunburn. I was looking to get a nice tan but instead of moving onto my stomach to even it out I fell asleep and now have a big strip of red sunburn on both of my legs. Good-bye sexy tan; hello weird and unattractive oddly shaped sunburn : )You only wish you were as cool as moi. My Grandpa Harley fought in the Army. He doesn't really talk about it but I'm sure it was traumatizing back then. The things they would do and those crazy butt people... it's scary. My life is pretty much scheduled put in a nice, neat manner. I'm going to attend ROTC while I'm in high school then go to college. Probably Chaddron State College in Nebraska. I washoping for a more elite(IDK if I used that word right). [if you haven't realized I know alot of big and good vocab words but I don't use them right. Ask Jake lol I always ask him if I used the word right. Mostly the answer is NO. : )] for instance: Harvard, West Point, Stanford, Yale, Michigan State, Kaplan, colleges like that. And after college I will go to OCS in the millitary. Then become either an MP or a Ranger.How gay is it that they don't allow women to be SEALs???? it's repulsing...kind of : ) I'm just dramatic ; ) But it's not fair. I mean really that's like saying guys can't dance because it's a womanly thing. I realize when the "council" people made that rule they were in the time wherethey protected their women. And I love the feeling of being cared about and protected, and I really hope my husband is like that. I mean what girl doesn't like that? It's a woman thing I guess, men like to protect (mostly) and women like to be protected. But women can still be in organizations like that and be protected. Hell, the Army and Military are all about being family. Everyone protects everyone. They all protect their own. Okay well jumping around a bit. My family is an interesting mix of great people. My Uncle Rick is a Cheif of Police and iscurrently attending FBI training. His wife Aunt Misty is a car saleswoman. Hid daughter is 9 years old. My Grandpa Harley was in the war, and then worked some odd jobs, ummm big tucks and rocks if I remember right. It was a while ago. My Grandma Cookie was an insurance lady. Then she worked in a liquor store. They all ride dirtbikes, motorcycles, shoot guns and bows, and care about one another. Of course there ismyhouse family,and we are the ones that tie it all together, the two families I mean. My daddy Steve went to college to be a cop, but decided it wasn't his thing. He used to love photography which is where I believe I inherited it from. Heis a good artistand he's my hero. No doubt about it. And the best at that. She's always there for me and of course she is al;ways wrapping her protective wings around me. SometimesI like it sometimes I suffocate. But I know that if something happens she will always save me from the world. BTW sorry for the interupption but my Grandpa thinks y'all should know that Spongebob is on. : )hehe anyways my mommy is the best. Then there is the other side of the fam which i will tell you about when I get to their house. Anyways Ithink I'm gonna head outside. Talk to you later!

Song: Beautiful by Christina Agulera
Movie: Spongebob
Book: Succubus book 1 still : )
Mood: happy, energetic, missing everyone specially Jake and Semm

Saturday/Sunday

Okay Well It's Sunday. Sorry about not posting yesterday I got busy and didn't have time o post. Well actually, I talked to Jacob, watched TV and did laundry. I guess it doesn't really matter that I didnt post since it was so unoproductive. Today Is A lot better!!!! I'm finally at my Grandma Cookie's house! Yay! The four hour drive wasn't bad. I read books on my Kindle and slept. When I got here we ate some burgers and dogs and beans. Can't wait fir my grandma's spaghetti it is the best in the World! Tomorrow we go to pick up my cousin Alpine. She's 9 I think, and the cutest little kid ever. I love her tons,and we always get a bit attached. : ) Well got to go! Sun is out and it is the perfect time to tan. Thank God I went shopping last night! : )))

Song: Baby Got Back
Movie: The Lightning Theif
Book:Succucbus Book 1
Mood: Happy, exited, content, already missing Jake ; (