Wake-up Call

I sware I get so crazy and do the oddest things when I stay up late with Jacob. Let's see, last night was great. Jacob and I had lots of fun. : ) Over the phone while we are snuggled up in bed, whispering to each other. Needing each other. : ) Although I have to go to bed at 9 and my parents don't seem to understand my needs as a teenager, i had to go to bed and leave him. : ( Is it possible to fall back in love? Am I betraying that other guy?? I don't know what to do about boys, I know that I love Jacob and I know that I love him. I want to spend my whole Summer with Jacob. Being held and kissed and cared about. It sounds perfect and amazing and I want it. I want it bad. I guess I will have to be more patient and just let what happens come. : ) It is Monday, May 24, 2010. Three days until Jacob's Birthday. He will be 16. : ) I turn 14 this September. This is the last week of school. Hallelujah!

A long 5 days until school is over.....