Cleaning

Today, as every Saturday is, was cleaning day. I reorganized my room. It looks really sweet in it's new...order. I like it better this way. I may keep it like this, but I will no doubt be over it by next month. I've been thinking about my boyfriend a lot lately. Not being able to see him and be with him is really making it hard. I don't think I've ever felt such longing in my life. I feel empty at night when I go to bed. Is it bad that only hearing his voice just isn't cutting it anymore? I want to see his face, and feel his arms around me, his lips touching mine. I want to feel safe and he seems to be the only one that can make me feel that way. I love him. I feel it deep in my heart. I want to be with him forever, and have his children, get married and live happy lives together. Hope this isn't super creepy....

6 more days!!! yay!